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    <title><![CDATA[HAPPY BDAYS!]]></title>
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    <title><![CDATA[Look At The Mess We've Made (I Can't Seem To Shake This Awful Feeling)]]></title>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>Taylor’s POV<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“So how’ve you been man?”</STRONG> I tried to say casually to a rather quite Zac….<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Uh… yeah I’m great, you?” He didn’t make eye contact, for he was staring intently at the coffee menu up on the wall.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Same….”</STRONG> He tore his face from the menu and looked at my face; I assume trying to evaluate how I was feeling…. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“What’s up?” I raised my eyebrow, puzzled by his question.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“What…?”</STRONG> we moved up inline slowly.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Something’s wrong, I can see it writen all over your face.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“I… I’m good.”</STRONG> He sighed.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“You know, if the band is ever going to come back together again, you will have to open up to us? I mean were still friends, right?” He started, waiting for my answer.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;</SPAN>I knew he should know….. But I didn’t want to sound like a pain in the ass.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Yeah, but I don’t want to sound like a pain in the ass….”</STRONG> Zac laughed.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><U>“Too late for that!”</U> I rolled my eyes at him and sighed.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Seriously though, what’s up?” he said with as much as a serious tone Zac ever had.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“It’s Hayley….”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Okay… what about her?” he cocked his head at me with an expression of interest.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“I drove her from my house to the coffee shop, she’s staying at my house FYI, and on the car ride over she seemed…… withdrawn….”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Well, it has been awhile Taylor…..”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“No, I mean that’s what I concluded at first, but when I would look over at her I noticed some bruises on her arms….”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Maybe… she fell? It could honestly be anything.” I shook my head, stressed that Zac wasn’t picking up the gist of my theory.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>We were at the counter before I could continue our conversation.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>When Zac ordered and paid for his drink, we walked to the other counter where you picked up your orders, and waited.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Look. I asked her straight up if Chad knew she was here. She said she didn’t tell him. Then I told her he was going to notice she was gone longer than a day..” <o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>Zac shook his head, understanding where I was coming from, and to let me know I could continue my story.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%">“She said and I quote, ‘</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial">Don’t worry about it; <EM>he’s probably too drunk to even care’</EM>.”<o:p></o:p></SPAN></STRONG></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>Zac face fell into a small look of horror, his face slowly draining of his bright pink color.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“You…….you think… he…<EM> hits her</EM>??...” Zac asked me in disbelief, his eyes wide, and he seemed to connect the dots in his head. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>Zac’s coffee was served, but he just starred at the wall of the coffee shop with horror still visible on his face.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“I don’t…. I can’t say…but I’m pretty sure.”</STRONG> I look at Zac with an apologetic look. <STRONG>“She told me to drop the subject, before I asked her..”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>Right then I heard Hayley screaming.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>Great……..just wonderful.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I looked at Zac.<STRONG> “Come on; let’s go see what’s wrong.”</STRONG> Zac grabbed his coffee and followed me out of the coffee shop.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>When we got outside, Hayley’s seat was empty. A confused and hurt looking Jeremy was in his seat staring down the street after a sprinting person, which I soon realized to be Hayley.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>Crap.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT ALL ABOUT?!”</STRONG> Zac stood beside me and yelled at Jeremy. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;</SPAN>Jeremy turned around in his chair and sighed.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“I….said something….Chad….and I wasn’t thinking… I…sorry.” Jeremy turned back around and stared at the ground. Jeremy looked to be in pain. Zac threw his coffee on the ground.</FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>Zac started power walking down the street and I went after him.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Zac, give her some time to breathe and think be herself.”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“We need to confront her and help her!” I jumped out in front of Zac to block his path.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“NO, give it a rest, Hayley has been through so much. Just no, not right now at least.”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>He sighed and surrendered, but then erupted again.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Where the hell is Josh?! He set this up, he should be here helping! He could talk to Hayley!” I rolled my eyes.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Zac chill out, your brother will be here soon, let’s go back to the table and talk with Jeremy.”</STRONG> I said in an attempt to calm him down.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>He shook his head and looked at the sidewalk then back up at me. “This is so messed up, we have to know what he is up to.” And he pivoted around sharply and headed towards the table where we were currently located before this ordeal, before I could utter a word.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P align=left>First day of school, really tired.&nbsp; Night.</P>]]></description>
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    <title><![CDATA[Vote for Paramore]]></title>
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    <title><![CDATA[Look At The Mess We've Made (When You Were Young)]]></title>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>Josh’s POV<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>When I arrived in Franklin, I checked in to my room at the local motel and settled in. When I finished checking out the room, (<EM>which was relatively small, but I’m not gunna complain</EM>), I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the alarm clock on the nightstand. The bright red letters displayed the time: 12:03 PM. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;</SPAN>I realized that I had about an hour of time to myself before I had to meet up with them. I sighed, closing my eyes, and laid down on my bed. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I had told them all in the phone call that we would meet up at the only coffee shop in town, and I really hoped that place was still there…. <EM>gosh it really has been forever..<o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>Jeremy’s POV<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I turned the corner onto Blackburn St., in my green Chevy Silverado, and slowed my pace, looking for the only coffee shop in town. I sighed impatient with the little black Honda Accord in front of me. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;</SPAN>I begin to wonder if they were lost as well, until they flipped on their right blinker and pulled in nicely into a parking space on the side of the street. Maybe, it was just a bad driver… I was about to accelerate down to the next intersection, but the figures exiting the car caught my eye…..<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;</SPAN>I felt my mouth fall open in shock and my eyes bulge out of my head, for none other than<STRIKE> Taylor and Hayley</STRIKE> were walking onto the sidewalk and into what had to be a coffee shop….<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I couldn’t believe they came….. I mean, wow…… I know it sounds like I have zero faith in them, but <EM>I didn’t think the band mattered to them anymore…..<o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>Zac’s POV<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>The drive from Knoxville to Franklin was killer… especially since I left Audrey behind…. with….our unborn kid………. Damn it.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;</SPAN>I can’t…. I just <EM>can’t</EM>…. I don’t know what to do….<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I put that issue on the backburner and focused on the wide open road in front of me; and ignored the green rolling hills blurring past me. I was nervous about being back in Franklin. I mean Paramore originated from here and if we don’t get back together…. it would be extremely painful to even be here….<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I sighed rolling into downtown Franklin. I looked at the clock on the dashboard of my red Ford F150. It read 12:34. I breathed in and out feeling butterflies rise higher in my stomach. I drove around till I found the only coffee shop in existence, in Franklin... I parked on the side of the street, got out, and walked towards the coffee shop, locking the car with the keys as I went. </FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I stopped dead in my tracks when I saw, what I saw. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;</SPAN>A bearded man with a beanie, blond bangs peeking from under it, several piercings and tattoos, a man with really curly hair and big black sunglasses and a very slender and pale woman with very light brown hair and angel wings tattooed on her back. They were sitting and sharing a round black patio table, drinking a coffee of their choice and talking quietly amongst themselves. I shook myself from the shock and kept walking towards the entrance of the coffee shop. I past right by them, when I heard my name….<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Zachary…..Farro?” I pivoted around slowly, to meet a stunned Jeremy, excited Taylor and a relatively happy looking Hayley.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Hey……”</STRONG> I looked around at all of their faces, feeling a little uncomfortable. Taylor all of sudden piped up.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Dude, it’s been years… come sit down with us.” He smiled his pearly whites at me.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I smiled slightly. “<STRONG>For sure, but I’m gunna catch some coffee first.”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Right, let me come with you.” He stood up before I could object and whisked me inside. I sighed still feeling uncomfortable.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I hated being the youngest.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>Hayley’s POV<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>Taylor left me with Jeremy………<EM>great.<o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I didn’t hate Jeremy, I just….. wish he would get along better with Chad.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>But, then again, I have no idea why I’m with him….<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>Jeremy cleared his throat rather loudly and I realized I was starring down at the sidewalk.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Oh….yeah…how’s Sarah?”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>Apparently, this was a touchy subject for, he grunted and looked away.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“She didn’t want me here. Thinks it’s bad for me. Especially since it could…” he stopped abruptly, but I didn’t want him to end his idea just yet, what was he talking about? Since what?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Yeah, Chad didn’t want me to come either….”</STRONG> Jeremy’s nostrils flared up. I sighed and shook my head. I closed my eyes, which were hidden by my rather large Ray Bans.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Come on. It’s been years Jeremy……. years.” <o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“That doesn’t change anything, he still disgusts me.” For some reason, this enraged me......greatly.</FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Oh okay,</STRONG> <STRONG><U>I’LL LET YOU BE THE ONE TO TELL KAYLA THAT, THAT HER FATHER IS DISGUISTING AND THAT MOMMY SHOULDN’T BE WITH HIM JUST FOR HER SAKE!”</U></STRONG> I didn’t realize I was crying, but I knew by the time I had gotten up from my chair and ran down the sidewalk, that I could feel them running down my cheek and rushing off of me, because of the pace I was running at. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I didn’t know where I was going, as long as I was away from <EM><U>him.<o:p></o:p></U></EM></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I slowed once I turned the corner, but continued at a fast pace.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I mean,<STRIKE> fuck</STRIKE> what was right for Kayla. <STRIKE>Fuck</STRIKE> that she was the <EM>best</EM> thing that has happened to me. <STRIKE>Fuck </STRIKE>that if it wasn’t for her I wouldn’t be<U> here</U>. <STRIKE>FUCK</STRIKE> all of it. It doesn’t matter that I was planning on killing myself. <STRONG><STRIKE>FUCK</STRIKE> ALL OF IT</STRONG>. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;</SPAN>My crying became sobbing, my vision blurring quickly and my body shaking violently from the powerful sobs. I crossed my arms over my chest and hugged myself tightly.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I kept walking down whatever&nbsp;street I was on, until my knees buckled and I was going to hit the concrete of the sidewalk. Suddenly, someone’s arms wrapped around my waist from behind me and stopped my fall. I didn’t know <U>who it was and I didn’t care</U>. They turned me around so that I was facing them. They embraced me into a tight hug and I stuffed my face into their shirt, sobbing intensely.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>Taylor’s POV<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“So I’m going into town today….”</STRONG> I interjected into our conversation.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>Taylor and I were sitting at the kitchen table, eating the mouth watering pancakes she had cooked up for breakfast. I was about to continue and compliment her cooking, when she asked the thing I dreaded she would ask. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Alright, may I know why?”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I sighed and place my fork on my plate.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“I ..uh..was invited into town…”</STRONG> I scratched the back of my head slowly. My eyes shifted around the room.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“By whom?” she placed her fork down as well, but her eyes bore right into my eyes.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“An old friend….”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Do I know this friend?”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“I don’t think so…..”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Well, what’s their name?”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“His name is.. Josh..”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>There was a comfortable silence, until it was broken by a small sigh.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“One of the Farro brothers’ right? From that band you were in?” I hated how she made it sound like everything was over with…… I didn’t want the band to be done with.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Yes, from the band I am still in.”</STRONG> I said with more harshness then intended. I closed my eyes and inhaled and exhaled.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Oh…” was all she said. She picked her fork back up and pushed the pancakes around her plate.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Yeah, thanks for breakfast.”</STRONG> I said, standing up and taking my plate with me. I placed my plate on the kitchen counter and then she spoke up again.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“I…..sorry, I just, you know. You guys haven’t talked in……awhile.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Its fine, I’m going to go get ready.”</STRONG> I didn’t look at her as I exited the kitchen and walked towards our bedroom.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I was insulted that she would even say that….. those are my friends, they’ve helped me out through everything….. and how does she even think were paying for this house or the groceries? The band hasn’t released an album in ages. She should be encouraging this… it’s what love to do.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>My cell phone vibrated in the back pocket of my jeans.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I sighed yanking it out and read the small bright lit screen, ‘Hayley Williams’, flashed repeatedly on the screen.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG><EM>“Hayley?”</EM></STRONG> I said quietly to myself. I decided I should probably answer the call.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Hello?”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Um…Taylor? It’s Hayley….”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Yeah, hey…..what’s up?”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“I…uh…… was wondering…. if McKayla and I could stay at your place….I understand if we can’t...”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“No, that’s fine…”</STRONG> Goodness, I haven’t seen McKayla in ages…. <STRONG>“You’re more than welcome here.”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I heard her sigh, sounding very relieved, into the phone and who I assumed to be McKayla in the background crying.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Thank you so much, I owe you....” she sounded about ready to crumble.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“No, it’s alright; let me know when you… arrive.”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Um….. I’m sitting in your drive way, well I hope it’s yours….sorry I know I should’ve called earlier, but I wasn’t sure what to say…”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><FONT face=Calibri><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%">I chuckled lightly and shook my head, with my cell still attached to my ear. I walked to the front door and opened it; I stepped out onto the porch and saw in the driveway a</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"> green Altima, with a rather short person in the driver’s seat. I laughed into the phone, <STRONG>“Look up.”,</STRONG> and the driver looked out the windshield and smiled when she saw my standing there.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>Of course the driver was Hayley, she had opened the car door and got out, standing there facing me, with a big smile plastered to her face. She had obviously changed since I last saw her, her hair was a normal color and her appearance overall seemed tired.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Long time, no see...”</STRONG> I said, breaking the awkward feeling between us.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“I guess so.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>She closed the car door and opened the door to the backseat. She bent over and about a minute later appeared with, her purse on one shoulder and McKayla asleep with her head lying on Hayley’s shoulder<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>I laughed, knowing that about five minutes ago, she was screaming and crying her head off.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“You need any help with anything?”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“If you don’t mind.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Not at all.”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“My bag is in the trunk and Kayla’s stuff is in the backseat.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Alright.”</STRONG> I went to open the trunk, grabbing her bag, and then I closed the trunk. I made my way to the backseat, grabbing Kayla’s bag.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Okay, ready?”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“Yeah, thanks so much, I really appreciate this.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Anytime, …..so hows life?”</STRONG> She sighed heavily.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“Could be better, but I’m not gunna complain, …..you know? What about you?”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Same.”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>When we got inside the house, I placed their stuff on the couch, and then decide to introduce them to Taylor. She was in the kitchen cleaning up.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“You can put Kayla on the couch for now….?”</STRONG> I suggested.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“I think….. I‘ll just hold her…..” I should have known…..Hayley was always protective of Kayla, but I don’t blame her….<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Okay, I have someone I want you to meet.” <EM>‘TAY BABE’</EM></STRONG> I said as loud as I could without waking Kayla.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“Yeah?” she said rather happily.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“I want you to meet someone.”</STRONG> I walked into the kitchen with Hayley trailing behind me.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>When I reached Tay, I smiled and turned to push Hayley in front of me.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Tay, Hayley. Hayley Tay”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>They both smiled and Tay ‘awwed’ at Kayla.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“Oh my,<U> she’s adorable</U>…….. What’s her name?” Tay starred at Kayla.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“Her names Kayla…” Hayley blushed at the compliment. Tay didn’t know about what Chad did, but I didn’t find it necessary to tell her.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“May… may I hold her?”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>Hayley laughed and smiled.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“Yes, you may.” Hayley said with a smile.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>Hayley handed Kayla over and Tay’s face lit up when Kayla was in her arms.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“She’s just so precious.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>Hayley’s face was a bright pink. <EM>“Thank you.”<o:p></o:p></EM></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“May I ask why you’re here?” Tay asked with interest.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“I’m here to meet up with…… our band again…” she looked up at me.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>Tay sighed, but smiled. “I can watch her, while you go into town….. only if you want….”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>Hayley’s smile fell.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“I…<EM>uh</EM>..” I placed a hand on Hayley’s shoulder.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“She’ll be safe here. I promise. Plus she needs the rest and you do to. The band needs your un-divided attention to talk…. As well….”</STRONG> She gave me half a smile and sighed.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“Yeah, that would be great if you could watch her.” Hayley smiled.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>Tay’s face lit up even brighter than it did before.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Well we should be on our way. I’ll drive, is that alright Hayley?”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“Yeah, let’s do this.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><o:p><FONT face=Calibri>&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“I’m sorry about that compliment.”</STRONG> I said to a rather quiet Hayley.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“No, its fine, she didn’t know.” Hayley starred out the window, watching the scenery pass be in a green blur.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Yeah, but still….. I can’t imagine how you must feel….”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“I don’t honestly think about it anymore…. It’s over and done with.”<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><o:p><FONT face=Calibri>&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“He doesn’t know, does he?”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“<EM>What...?”</EM> Hayley said with an incredulous tone and her head whipped to the side; starring at me.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Chad doesn’t know you came back to Franklin to meet up with the band?”</STRONG> I said more like a statement then a question.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“I….uh… thought it was better for him not to know.” She averted her gaze back to the window.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“He’s going to notice that you were gone longer than a day….”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“Don’t worry about it; <EM>he’s probably too drunk to even care</EM>…” I barely caught the last part , but it made my heart ache.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“He’s not..”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>“Can we <EM>please</EM> drop this?” she stressed.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>I opened my mouth to speak, but decided against it, closing my mouth for the rest of the car ride.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri>It would only upset her, but clearly she was hurting.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><o:p><FONT face=Calibri>&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRIKE><STRONG>What did he do now?</STRONG></STRIKE></FONT></SPAN></P><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #333333; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"><FONT face=Calibri><STRIKE><STRONG>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">MEOW.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">This isn't my favorite....but you hopefully like it.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">Audrey</STRONG></STRIKE></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P align=left>&nbsp;</P>]]></description>
	  	  		  	<category>girls</category>
	  	  		  	<category>red dress</category>
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	  	<dc:subject>Buzznet,girls,red dress,snapshots</dc:subject>
    <dc:creator>parawhore101</dc:creator>
    <dc:date>2008-08-18T20:47:00Z</dc:date>
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  <item rdf:about="http://parawhore101.buzznet.com/user/journal/2875361/look-mess-weve-made-honey/">
    <title><![CDATA[Look At The Mess We've Made (Honey, honey, honey You're the death of me )]]></title>
    <link>http://parawhore101.buzznet.com/user/journal/2875361/look-mess-weve-made-honey/</link>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>Zac’s POV<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>We were curled up on the couch watching some T.V. show, when I decided to tell her.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Hey babe…..”</STRONG> I said, furrowing my eyebrows, (showing that I was in intense thought), and sat up straight. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Yes?” she replied with a hint of curiosity in her tone. I started to play with my hands, to clam the nervous felling bubbling in the pit of my stomach.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“So…..you know my brother, Josh, right?”</STRONG> I felt stupid asking her this question, but I thought it was necessary.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Vaguely……...<EM>why do you ask</EM>?” I was still staring at my hands, but I knew she had her eyebrow raised and she was shooting me a skeptical glance.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Audrey……….he called…..and well he wants to… meet up with everyone from the band again……”</STRONG> I said in one long breath and I awaited her reaction.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>She didn’t say anything, so I looked up from my hands to see if I could read her face. Her face was blank and she was starring straight through me. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp;</SPAN>I looked back down at my hands, away from her heart stopping stare, when an exasperated sigh next to me got my attention….<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I saw Audrey get up from the couch and walk in the direction of our bedroom, from the corner of my eye.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I sighed quietly. Inhaling and exhaling deeply, closing my eyes.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I got off the couch and walked the way Audrey had gone…<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>The bedroom door was closed. I turned the handle slightly, but it suddenly stopped turning, this told me she was indeed in our bedroom and had locked me out. I pounded the door, then rested my forehead against it.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Audrey…..please, let’s talk… I didn’t want to upset you.”</STRONG> I sighed…. Gosh, this honestly wasn’t the reaction I was expecting. I tried to talk to her again……<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“I really do need this. I haven’t seen them in……... god knows how long. I won’t be gone for long…..come on…. Please?”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>All of a sudden the door flew open to a very distressed Audrey. I’m guessing she was aiming for looking ‘put together or alright’, but I wasn’t fooled…. the dried tear stains and red puffy eyes told all.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“It’s alright, you can go.” She said rather icily to me and picked at her nails.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I sighed <STRONG>“Oh Audrey…. it’s not that bad, I’m just going to visit. That’s all.”</STRONG> I had attempted to walk towards her, but every time I would walk forward she would back away, eventually her back was against the wall. I sighed again, becoming agitated. I had a feeling that the band reunion wasn’t the thing exactly bothering her.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Seriously. What’s wrong?”</STRONG> I asked being very straight forward with her.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“It’s <EM>nothing</EM>, I <STRIKE>don’t </STRIKE>mind if you go to your band reunion thingy…” I picked up resistance in her tone.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><o:p><FONT face=Calibri>&nbsp;</FONT></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>She doesn’t want me to leave.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>But why?<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Okay….. I’m gunna go then…”</STRONG> I walked to the closet and grabbed my duffle bag. I placed the bag on the bed, opened it and then headed for the dresser.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I could see Audrey watching my every move.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I pulled a few things from the dresser; I wasn’t planning on staying very long. I went into our bathroom and packed all of my toiletries.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I walked back into the bedroom, toiletries in hand and Audrey was sitting in the recliner, her head buried into her knees.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I decided it was best to ignore her and continue packing…. I put the toiletries into my bag and zipped the bag up. I went to the closet and got my favorite baseball cap and flip flops.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I went back to the bed, grabbed the duffel and hoisted onto my shoulders. I could now hear muffled sobs coming from the corner Audrey was sitting in….<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I sighed and headed towards the bedroom door.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Please don’t…..” I could hear her yelp in a sudden outburst. I kept walking.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>She was sobbing hard when she said it again, stumbling over her words.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“ZA..C….ple..ase…no.” I turned around standing in the doorway and watched as she stood from the recliner, her face was bright pink and her eyes were puffy and red, tears still cascaded down her face. I starred at her, with a blank expression, waiting her to do or say something.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>She inhaled and exhaled, trying to collect herself.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Zac…....” she sniffled.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Yes?”<o:p></o:p></STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“I…I am…. <U>pregnant</U>…….” She breathed out and looked immediately at the carpet.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>My eyes grew big and I froze.</FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P align=left>Yeah.....this is a bit too dramatic for me.....</P>
<P align=left>night,</P>
<P align=left>AuDrEy&nbsp; BITCHING.</P>]]></description>
	  	<dc:subject>Buzznet</dc:subject>
    <dc:creator>parawhore101</dc:creator>
    <dc:date>2008-08-17T20:23:51Z</dc:date>
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    <title><![CDATA[Look At The Mess We've Made (Lord, I'm DIscouraged)]]></title>
    <link>http://parawhore101.buzznet.com/user/journal/2870951/look-mess-weve-made-lord/</link>
    <description><![CDATA[<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" align=center><FONT face=Calibri><IMG src="http://img.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/5/0/5/4/7/7/1/orig-5054771.jpg" border=0></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><STRONG>Jeremy’s</STRONG> POV</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><STRONG>“Josh…. invited all of us back, to Franklin.”</STRONG> I directed back towards the kitchen, where I left Sarah to feed the cat.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">“Josh..? Franklin..?.......... <S>Now..?”</S> was all I managed to hear Sarah mumble out and she appeared in the living room, cradling the cat, while I searched for the keys to my Civic in-between the couch cushions.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">“Yeah, I know I haven’t heard from him in… quite awhile and it’s pretty sudden, but I think it’ll be healthy. You know?”</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></STRONG></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">I heard Sarah sigh loudly behind me.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">Sarah sighing wasn’t a necessarily a good sign…</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><STRONG>“Babe.”</STRONG> I sighed heavily and turned around to meet a teary-eyed Sarah, sitting on the other couch, legs crossed, and no longer cradling her cat.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">“Jerms, I really don’t want you to go on tour again, do you know how long you’re always away from me and now <U>we have Ethan</U>? You <I>can’t</I> leave me again….plea.. ” I saw a tear fall down her pale cheek and she bit her lip, trying not to burst into a fit of sobs. I sat next to her on the couch and placed a hand on her back and rubbed small circles, attempting to comfort.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><STRONG>“I…. Sarah… maybe they just want to catch up with me…. Not necessarily to get the band back together.”</STRONG> Sarah bolted right out of her spot on the couch and pivoted around sharply to look me straight in the eyes.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">“Seriously Jeremy, how <S>stupid</S> do you think I am?! Why else would Josh call you? Honestly?!”</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">I wasn’t quite sure how to respond. So to prevent me from saying something that might hurt Sarah or just be plain stupid, I got up from my spot on the couch and walked hurriedly past her to our bedroom.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">Sarah followed me closely in attempt to catch me.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">I opened the door to the bedroom and walked up to Ethan’s crib, Sarah still on my heels. </SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">I stood by his crib and watched him sleep, which made a smile creep its way onto my face. Watching him sleep always calmed me down.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">“<B>DANG IT JEREMY</B>, <I>WHAT ARE YOU DOING</I>?!” she whispered urgently, through clenched teeth, in attempt not to wake Ethan.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">I leaned over Ethan’s crib, so that I was directly above him and I whispered to him, knowing he wouldn’t and couldn’t respond to me.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><STRONG>“<I>I love you my little man you. Daddy will be home soon</I>.”</STRONG> I kissed his forehead softly, careful not to wake him and turned to meet a very angry looking Sarah.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">“I can’t…..I can’t believe you’re doing this to <B>me</B>.” She said with teeth clenched and nostrils flared, staring past me at Ethan’s crib.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><STRONG>“I’ll see you soon babe.”</STRONG> I attempted to kiss her, but she turned her head slightly to the right, so my warm lips landed on the cold skin of her cheek.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">I sighed, getting fed up with this. I mean, no one said anything about touring or the band, why was she freaking out this badly?<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>I walked out of the bedroom, out of the house and into my car. I left Sarah with Ethan, but I really hope she sees that I need this. It’s for the sake of whatever sanity I might have left…. </SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">I’ve been pretty depressed and she knows this…… she needs to realize that this is the only way I can get any better. It’s gotten to a point, where I just can’t seem to think clearly anymore…..</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><I><S><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">Franklin, Tennessee……… I’m discouraged.</SPAN></S></I><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">....This was alright, I hope.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">comments?</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">Audrey Bitching</P></FONT>]]></description>
	  	<dc:subject>Buzznet</dc:subject>
    <dc:creator>parawhore101</dc:creator>
    <dc:date>2008-08-16T23:13:59Z</dc:date>
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	  	  		  	<category>hayley williams</category>
	  	  		  	<category>jeremy davis</category>
	  	  		  	<category>josh farro</category>
	  	  		  	<category>paramore</category>
	  	  		  	<category>zac farro</category>
	  	<dc:subject>Buzznet,hayley williams,jeremy davis,josh farro,paramore,zac farro</dc:subject>
    <dc:creator>parawhore101</dc:creator>
    <dc:date>2008-08-14T18:38:03Z</dc:date>
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    <title><![CDATA[Look At The Mess We've Made (And when we get home, I know we won't be home at all)]]></title>
    <link>http://parawhore101.buzznet.com/user/journal/2853181/look-mess-weve-made-we/</link>
    <description><![CDATA[<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" align=center><FONT face=Calibri><IMG src="http://img.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/5/0/1/4/0/6/1/orig-5014061.jpg" border=0></FONT></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN><STRONG>Josh’s POV<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></STRONG></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">There was a clearing through the trees and just like I remembered, the bright green, rolling hills in front of me expanded as far as my eye could see. It was breathtaking, but brought back many morbid memories.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">It’s amazing how long it’s been since we first played in this tiny town, my home town.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">Franklin, Tennessee.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">It’s like I never left…</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">See, it’s been 8 years since Paramore signed to FBR. We’ve had 5 albums, (<S>3 of them went platinum</S>), a successful World tour and <U>countless</U> caring fans. We loved our jobs and our fans, but we needed some serious time alone. Only, the 2 weeks we planned for alone time turned into a year for alone time. </SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">Part of the reason for the extended alone time was, McKayla. Don’t get me wrong, Kayla is one adorable 5 year old kid, but I to this very day will<STRONG> never forgive</STRONG> Chad for what he did to Hayley. He doesn’t deserve someone like Hayley or Kayla, for that matter.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN></SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">It’s been about 5 years since Hayley had Kayla. When she decided to keep her, we all had our concerns. <I>Are you going to marry Chad? Will the band still be a priority? Will you still care?</I> We were excited and scared for the band, for the kid and for her. Jeremy, Taylor, Zac and I were thrilled to be ‘uncles’ and to be able to be there for Kayla and to watch her grow….</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">Hayley <I>never</I> married Chad, but they currently live together with Kayla in <STRONG>Memphis, Tennessee</STRONG>.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">Jeremy married Sarah, his girlfriend of…. as long as I can remember, and they live with their 2 year old son in <STRONG>Chattanooga, Tennessee</STRONG>.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">Taylor recently married his high school sweetheart, her name, ironically, is Taylor. They live right here in <STRONG>Franklin</STRONG>. He also became a part of the band in ’09.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">Zac, well …. he’s looking to propose to his girlfriend, Audrey, soon…. or the last time I talked to him. They do live together in <STRONG>Knoxville, Tennessee</STRONG>.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">And I. Well, I live in <STRONG>Johnson City, Tennessee</STRONG>, by myself. I’ve dated about 6 girls in the past 5 years…. I don’t seem to wanna settle down, for a reason I can’t seem to find….</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">All 5 of us haven’t seen each other or even talked of another album, but I decided to call all of them back to Franklin. To see if I can rekindle Paramore or to find out if I’m beating a dead horse.</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt; LINE-HEIGHT: normal"><I><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">They say there’s no place like home……</SPAN></I><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 'Times New Roman','serif'; mso-fareast-font-family: 'Times New Roman'"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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	  	<dc:subject>Buzznet</dc:subject>
    <dc:creator>parawhore101</dc:creator>
    <dc:date>2008-08-13T21:44:00Z</dc:date>
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    <title><![CDATA[Look At The Mess We've Made (I pour kerosene on everything I love and watch it burn)]]></title>
    <link>http://parawhore101.buzznet.com/user/journal/2847761/look-mess-weve-made-i/</link>
    <description><![CDATA[<P align=center>Well here is the first chapter of the sequel to Let's See How Far We've Come. You'll learn what happenned&nbsp;to everyone&nbsp;in the later chapter(s).</P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>Hayley's P.O.V.</STRONG></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN>&nbsp;</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>"Chadball can you watch McKayla, while I’m out?”</STRONG> I yelled towards Chad, who was currently sitting in his favorite recliner, drinking his favorite beer, eating his favorite nachos and watching nothing other than, football. <o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“But Hayles <EM>babeeeee</EM>, the guys are coming over!” Chad groaned.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Can’t you watch her and hang with the guys at the same time?”</STRONG> I yelled towards him again, but I was distracted from his grumbling, for I was in the kitchen trying to find my purse and car keys.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I sighed heavily, was it really that much to ask to watch your own daughter? I finally found my purse, slung it over my shoulder and shoved my car keys into the pocket of my hoodie.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Alright then, I’ll bring her with me.”</STRONG> I said with an exasperated sigh and a rub of my temples.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I walked into the living room to see Chad, reclined all the way back, drinking beer and texting on his phone. He wasn’t even watching the game. More importantly there was no Kayla.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Where is she?”</STRONG> Chad continued texting and ignored my presence.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“CHAD, I’m running late. I really have to go! Where is she!?”</STRONG> My voice drowned out the rather obnoxious commercial playing on the television.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Uhhh…. she was here like 10 seconds ago…. maybe she’s in her room?” he said his eyes still glued to his phones glowing screen.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><EM>WHO WAS SO IMPORTANT, THAT HE WOULDN’T STOP TEXTING, TO ANSWER MY QUESTION? UGH.</EM>&nbsp;</FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I sighed and power walked my way to the staircase. I climbed the case and heard various noises coming from the playroom.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I was relieved to see Kayla combing her Barbie’s hair and talking happily to herself. I didn’t want to bother her, but I had to get a move on.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Kayles, sweetheart, I have to go see some friends, do you wanna come?”</STRONG> I stood at the top of the stairs, leaning against the wall with my arms folded and I found myself smiling at her cuteness. Her face whipped up to meet mine.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“CAN WE SEE UNCLE ZAC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” her lips morphing into a huge grin.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I couldn’t help but to grin myself.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“I’m sure we can.”</STRONG> She stood up, dropping Barbie to the floor and ran straight to me.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOO MOMMY!!!!!” she repeatedly tugged on my pant leg. Clearly impatience is something she got from Chad…..<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I smiled and picked her up, resting her on my hip, opposite my purse.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Alrighty then missy, let’s go!”</STRONG> I said with a sassy attitude.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I made my way downstairs with Kayla and grabbed her ‘diaper’ bag from the kitchen counter. She was too old for diapers, it was more her entertainment and food bag.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Okay Chad, I’m leaving!”</STRONG> I yelled exiting the kitchen through the back door into the backyard, Kayla resting on one hip, my purse and Kayla’s bag on the other.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I walked towards the garage door, but before I could manage to actually reach it. Chad busted out of the back door and called my name.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Hayles! Wait up!” I closed my eyes and sighed. Looks like I’m going to be really late. I pivoted around to meet an exhausted Chad. He huffed loudly, trying to catch his breath and a shit eating grin appeared on his face.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“I wanted to say goodbye to my little angel!” Chad reached out his arms and tickled Kayla.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>Kayla smiled and giggled loudly.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“DADDYYYY!!!!!! STOPPPP THATTTT TICKLES!!!” she tried swatting away his hands, but his hand were too big for her.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>Well he cares about something important for once.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Sorry to cut this short, but we have to go.”</STRONG> I was going to turn around, but a huge hand landed on my shoulder, preventing me from doing so.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Hayley …… what’s wrong?” he attempted to whisper so Kayla wouldn’t hear, but this failed, because Kayla was resting on my hip with her head lying on my shoulder.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri><STRONG>“Nothing, I’m great, never been better.”</STRONG> I said inspecting the ground. I felt his finger being placed under my chin and raising my head slowly. I still had my eyes on the ground.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Hayles? Please, what’s going on?” he tried again with a pleading tone. I finally made eye contact with him and forced a smile<STRONG>. ”I’m</STRONG> <STRONG>just a little tired.”</STRONG> He smiled, probably seeing right through this excuse, but not wanting to deal with it at the moment, because that would most likely start a fight between us.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>“Alright, I love you.” He bent down and pulled my face towards his. Our lips collided together in a small kiss. I broke off the kiss, before he deepened it. “Get some sleep tonight too.” He smiled and went right back inside to watch more football.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I looked down at Kayla who was asleep. She must’ve fallen asleep during our little discussion. No wonder she was so quiet.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I turned back around and opened the door to the garage. With the hand that wasn’t occupied with holding Kayla, I pulled out the keys to my ugly moss green Altima, from my hoodie and unlocked the car. I placed Kayla in her car seat in the backseat. Luckily, she was still asleep while I did this.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>I climbed into the driver seat of my car and placed Kayla’s bag on the floor of the passenger seat next to me. I placed my purse on the passenger seat itself, turned the radio on and put in a CD of music that Josh recorded for me to listen to. I buckled up and made sure all the doors were locked. I slowly backed out of the garage, down the driveway and into the street. I put the car into drive and started my journey to the place I called home.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>Franklin, Tennessee.<o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
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<P align=center>What do you think?</P>
<P align=center>Well, I'm off to bed. I'm dead tired.</P>
<P align=center>Love all of you.</P>]]></description>
	  	  		  	<category>i will always be with you!!</category>
	  	<dc:subject>Buzznet,i will always be with you!!</dc:subject>
    <dc:creator>parawhore101</dc:creator>
    <dc:date>2008-08-12T22:40:00Z</dc:date>
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	  	  		  	<category>2ksports</category>
	  	<dc:subject>Buzznet,2ksports</dc:subject>
    <dc:creator>parawhore101</dc:creator>
    <dc:date>2008-08-12T20:13:31Z</dc:date>
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  <item rdf:about="http://parawhore101.buzznet.com/user/video/3434041/summer-hair-forever-young-video/">
    <title><![CDATA[Summer Hair = Forever Young Video]]></title>
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	  	  		  	<category>jani h&#195;&#182;lli</category>
	  	  		  	<category>raymond pahjola</category>
	  	  		  	<category>soulrelic</category>
	  	  		  	<category>timo tinke niemist&#195;&#182;</category>
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    <dc:creator>parawhore101</dc:creator>
    <dc:date>2008-08-12T15:27:34Z</dc:date>
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    <link>http://parawhore101.buzznet.com/user/video/3430961/popcrunch/</link>
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	  	  		  	<category>frankie</category>
	  	<dc:subject>Buzznet,frankie</dc:subject>
    <dc:creator>parawhore101</dc:creator>
    <dc:date>2008-08-11T19:55:18Z</dc:date>
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    <title><![CDATA[Let's See How Far We've Come- The End.]]></title>
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    <description><![CDATA[<P align=center><EM><IMG src="http://img.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/4/9/5/9/1/6/1/orig-4959161.jpg" border=0><BR></EM><STRONG>Previously</STRONG></P>
<P align=center><EM>I cursed at the situation I got myself in.</EM></P>
<P align=center><EM><U>'Damit Josh.'</U>, I whispered to out loud,<U> 'why do you care?'</U></EM></P>
<P align=center><EM>Maybe I'm overreacting....</EM></P>
<P align=center><EM><STRONG>"Josh?..."</STRONG> I heard someone say quietly behind me.</EM> </P>
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<P align=left><STRONG>Hayley's POV</STRONG></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><FONT face=Calibri>I had heard every word discussed between Zac and Josh. </FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><FONT face=Calibri>I had awoken during the yelling and listened intently.. </FONT><FONT face=Calibri>And it broke my heart to see Josh beating himself up for caring about, out of all people, me……</FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><FONT face=Calibri>God, why I'm I such an idot?</FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><FONT face=Calibri>I should&nbsp;talk to him before he leaves me....</FONT></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">"Josh?..." My voice was softer than anticipated.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">Josh halted and froze, still&nbsp;facing the door.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">"I........Josh...<EM>sorry</EM>." I could barley make audible, for the water in&nbsp;my eyes was threatning to spill over.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">"I...I'm just so...scared..I don't know what to do, just please&nbsp;don't think your to&nbsp;blame for any of this..."&nbsp; Josh still&nbsp;hadn't moved or said anything.&nbsp;Great.</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">I closed my eyes and&nbsp;let my tears now&nbsp;flow silently and freely down my cheeks.... my apology appeared to be too late...</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt">&nbsp;</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" align=left><STRONG>Josh's POV</STRONG></P>
<P>I stood facing the door to her room...frozen in thought. Her words ringing in my head.</P>
<P><EM><STRONG><U>'I'm just so...scared'</U></STRONG> this for some reason...didn't suprise me.</EM></P>
<P><EM><U>&nbsp;<STRONG>'I don't know what to do'</STRONG></U> this however&nbsp;did suprise me, doesn't she know we will always be here for her, especially me.</EM></P>
<P>I cleared my throat and pivoted around slowly.</P>
<P><STRONG>"Hayley..."</STRONG> I said softly while I approached her bed. Her eyes were closed and her cheeks had traces of tears.</P>
<P><STRONG>"We will always be here. You can always count on and confide in us. and by 'we and us' I mean&nbsp;our band. Paramore."</STRONG></P>
<P>Hayley's eyes opened and she smiled softly.</P>
<P>"So...can you forgive me? I know I'm stubborn, but I really am scared..." she said with her voice and smile wavering.</P>
<P><STRONG>"Of course."</STRONG> I nodded.</P>
<P>"Josh, I think.....I think I want to keep the..baby.." she squeezed her eyes shut, waiting for my response.</P>
<P><STRONG>"Well, it is yours Hayley, do whatever you see fit."</STRONG></P>
<P>She sighed quietly with her eyes still closed.</P>
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<P><STRONG>Zac's POV</STRONG></P>
<P>I walked down the hall, giving me space to think.....</P>
<P>He was always in her business and it drove me <U><STRONG>NUTS.</STRONG></U></P>
<P>It didn't help that he punched Chad's lights out or that Hayley was pregnant. It just stressed everyone out.</P>
<P>I'm beginning to wonder if Josh is jealous........... now theres a thought.....</P>
<P>"Yo Zac" Taylor called after me.</P>
<P>I snapped my head up and whirled around.</P>
<P><STRONG>"Hey, wheres Jeremy?"</STRONG> I asked him, concerned that Jeremy might try to find Chad again...not like I cared.</P>
<P>"Hes cooling off in the car, what about Josh, Chad and Hayley?"</P>
<P>I rolled my eyes. <STRONG>"Josh is in Hayley's room and Chad is in his room."</STRONG></P>
<P>"How bad?"</P>
<P><STRONG>"He passed out and Hayley freaked, Josh didn't help."</STRONG></P>
<P>"Well, Im gunna drive Jeremy to Sara's then, give him some time off&nbsp;from all of this. Keep me updated."</P>
<P>We bumped fists and said our goodbyes.... I stared after his figure walking down the hallway, thinking about how all of the recent events will effect the band....</P>
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<P><STRONG><U><EM><FONT color=#ff0000>Its been a long road.......but look how far we've come....</FONT></EM></U></STRONG> 
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 48pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 115%"><FONT face=Calibri>The End<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></FONT></SPAN></P>
<P>Sequel to come?</P>
<P>-Audrey-</P>]]></description>
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